| andymichael ( @ 2005-07-20 21:49:00 |
Mastered - Part 3
I realized that I never did post part 3 of this in my journal.
He just stood there watching me as if he was watching an animal in a zoo. He seemed relaxed but I couldn't even tell if he was turned on or not.
My cock was twitching a lot. I glanced at the timer. It had been four minutes since he had started stimulating my cock with the TENS. There was a dull ache in my balls. I hadn't cum in days and was definitely ready to cum now.
My cock was starting to twitch even before the pulses that stimulated it. Precum was flowing freely from my cock onto my stomach. Every time I felt the pulse my hips moved involuntarily. I guess I probably looked like I was trying to fuck some imaginary guy.
He just looked at me and pulled off his shirt. I could see his hairy chest and I moaned. I wasn't a really experienced bottom but I wanted to give this guy whatever he wanted now. I also needed relief for my cock which I thought was going to explode.
Without thinking I moaned, "Please fuck me."
He looked down at me and leaned in close. He was just inches from my face with his eyes locked on mine. As he looked at me my cock pulsed again.
He said, "I didn't say you could speak."
He turned the dial on the timer adding another five minutes. I noticed the timer still had 25 mintes left. I was starting to understand the punishement. It wasn't pain...it was denial. He was in complete control of my cock and I had none. The pulses going through my cock kept it hard but wasn't enough to make me cum.
As another pulse went through my cock it felt almost if my whole cock was grabbed tightly for a second and then released. I was having a hard time thinking about anything but my cock but wondered if it was becoming more sensitive or he had turned up the power.
He whispered in my ear, "I control your cock, you understand that don't you boy?"
I started to respond, "Y-y...", as another pulse went through my cock and all I could do is moan.
I was breathing heavily and all I could do was lay there and shiver. I nodded my head "Yes" in response to him.
As the next pulse came my whole body tensed. My wrists and ankles strained against the straps. There was no pain but it my cock was getting more stimulation than I had ever experienced. The feeling was amazing. It was an agonizingly pleasurable punishment. Every muscle in my body tensed every few seconds. I wanted more but I also wanted it to end. I wondered if eventually I would cum from this alone or if he could make me stay hard like this as long as he wanted. I wanted him to touch me. I wanted him to use me any way he wanted.
"I'll be back when your punishment is done.", he said. "I'll be able to hear you but I don't want you to speak unless you need to use the safeword. Do you understand?"
Still looking me in the eye I tried to speak again but my pulsing cock turned it into a moan. I nodded.
"Good boy." he said. "And if you do well with the punishment you'll get a reward."
I wondered what he meant by that as he walked out. A reward for accepting punishment? It didn't matter. I was lost in my sexual fantasies. They weren't involved. More like brief images were all I could focus on between the pulses. An image of him fucking me. An image of him stroking my cock again with his gloved hand. An image of me kneeling and sucking his cock. For a while nothing but the images and my pulsing cock existed.
Finally, as if coming out of a trance I looked over at the clock and realized there was only five minutes left. As I looked at the clock he came back in.
He put his gloved hand on my chest and I squirmed involuntarily. Although he was only touching my chest it felt sexual. I suppose at that point anything would have aroused me.
"Five minutes left boy but you can have your reward now." He pulled a white jockstrap out of his back pocket and put it on my face.
"I wore it yesterday.", he said.
Like a lot of other guys I am turned on by a hot guy in a jock. The idea of sniffing a jock has never done anything for me. However, this was different. My cock was straining and constantly oozing precum. Every few seconds every muscle in my body strained as I felt another pulse. I was breathing heavily and in agonizing ecstasy. I was breathing heavily and with every breathe could smell the jock. I could smell his sweat and knew what his cock must smell like. I was like an animal. A very sexual animal as I breathed in his scent enjoying any sensation I could get. Enjoying his scent but craved more. I wanted to feel him, taste him and hear him tell me I was a good boy.
If I could speak I would thank him for the jock. I wanted more but appreciated anything this man gave me. I lay there still straining against the straps as the pulses surged through my cock and inahling his scent as I heard the buzzer of the timer.
I lay there as he turned off the TENS. Every few seconds my body still tensed waiting for another pulse that did not come.
I felt his hands taking the electrode off my cock. My cock twitched and jerked as I hoped it would get more attention that did not come.
He looked at me and said, "I'm going to untie your wrists and ankles. If you move an inch before I tell you to I'll strap you down again and hook you up and leave you for an hour."
I knew he would do that if I moved and I lay there with his jock still on my face not moving at all as his undid the straps.
"Now, sit up." he said sharply. Grabbing the jock off my face and pulling my legs over the side of the table towards him as I sat.
I was sitting on the edge of the steel table naked. I held the table on either side of myself to steady myself as it felt as if every mscle in my body was spent. I looked as if I was waiting for the doctor to return. But this was different. My cock was standing straight up. I was covered in sweat. The precum that had dripped onto my stomach while I was laying down was oozing.
He spread my legs apart and was standing close in front of me between my spread legs. My bare thighs were touched the sides of his waist. It felt erotic. I wanted to wrap my legs around him and beg him to pick me up in his arms and hold me and then fuck me. Instead, I sat there helplessly waiting for his lead pressing my thighs against him and staring at his crotch.
He ran his gloved hand over my stomach smearing the precum with his fingers.
"I bet you're pretty horny now.", he said.
Breathing heavily I nodded still looking at his crotch.
I realized that I never did post part 3 of this in my journal.
He just stood there watching me as if he was watching an animal in a zoo. He seemed relaxed but I couldn't even tell if he was turned on or not.
My cock was twitching a lot. I glanced at the timer. It had been four minutes since he had started stimulating my cock with the TENS. There was a dull ache in my balls. I hadn't cum in days and was definitely ready to cum now.
My cock was starting to twitch even before the pulses that stimulated it. Precum was flowing freely from my cock onto my stomach. Every time I felt the pulse my hips moved involuntarily. I guess I probably looked like I was trying to fuck some imaginary guy.
He just looked at me and pulled off his shirt. I could see his hairy chest and I moaned. I wasn't a really experienced bottom but I wanted to give this guy whatever he wanted now. I also needed relief for my cock which I thought was going to explode.
Without thinking I moaned, "Please fuck me."
He looked down at me and leaned in close. He was just inches from my face with his eyes locked on mine. As he looked at me my cock pulsed again.
He said, "I didn't say you could speak."
He turned the dial on the timer adding another five minutes. I noticed the timer still had 25 mintes left. I was starting to understand the punishement. It wasn't pain...it was denial. He was in complete control of my cock and I had none. The pulses going through my cock kept it hard but wasn't enough to make me cum.
As another pulse went through my cock it felt almost if my whole cock was grabbed tightly for a second and then released. I was having a hard time thinking about anything but my cock but wondered if it was becoming more sensitive or he had turned up the power.
He whispered in my ear, "I control your cock, you understand that don't you boy?"
I started to respond, "Y-y...", as another pulse went through my cock and all I could do is moan.
I was breathing heavily and all I could do was lay there and shiver. I nodded my head "Yes" in response to him.
As the next pulse came my whole body tensed. My wrists and ankles strained against the straps. There was no pain but it my cock was getting more stimulation than I had ever experienced. The feeling was amazing. It was an agonizingly pleasurable punishment. Every muscle in my body tensed every few seconds. I wanted more but I also wanted it to end. I wondered if eventually I would cum from this alone or if he could make me stay hard like this as long as he wanted. I wanted him to touch me. I wanted him to use me any way he wanted.
"I'll be back when your punishment is done.", he said. "I'll be able to hear you but I don't want you to speak unless you need to use the safeword. Do you understand?"
Still looking me in the eye I tried to speak again but my pulsing cock turned it into a moan. I nodded.
"Good boy." he said. "And if you do well with the punishment you'll get a reward."
I wondered what he meant by that as he walked out. A reward for accepting punishment? It didn't matter. I was lost in my sexual fantasies. They weren't involved. More like brief images were all I could focus on between the pulses. An image of him fucking me. An image of him stroking my cock again with his gloved hand. An image of me kneeling and sucking his cock. For a while nothing but the images and my pulsing cock existed.
Finally, as if coming out of a trance I looked over at the clock and realized there was only five minutes left. As I looked at the clock he came back in.
He put his gloved hand on my chest and I squirmed involuntarily. Although he was only touching my chest it felt sexual. I suppose at that point anything would have aroused me.
"Five minutes left boy but you can have your reward now." He pulled a white jockstrap out of his back pocket and put it on my face.
"I wore it yesterday.", he said.
Like a lot of other guys I am turned on by a hot guy in a jock. The idea of sniffing a jock has never done anything for me. However, this was different. My cock was straining and constantly oozing precum. Every few seconds every muscle in my body strained as I felt another pulse. I was breathing heavily and in agonizing ecstasy. I was breathing heavily and with every breathe could smell the jock. I could smell his sweat and knew what his cock must smell like. I was like an animal. A very sexual animal as I breathed in his scent enjoying any sensation I could get. Enjoying his scent but craved more. I wanted to feel him, taste him and hear him tell me I was a good boy.
If I could speak I would thank him for the jock. I wanted more but appreciated anything this man gave me. I lay there still straining against the straps as the pulses surged through my cock and inahling his scent as I heard the buzzer of the timer.
I lay there as he turned off the TENS. Every few seconds my body still tensed waiting for another pulse that did not come.
I felt his hands taking the electrode off my cock. My cock twitched and jerked as I hoped it would get more attention that did not come.
He looked at me and said, "I'm going to untie your wrists and ankles. If you move an inch before I tell you to I'll strap you down again and hook you up and leave you for an hour."
I knew he would do that if I moved and I lay there with his jock still on my face not moving at all as his undid the straps.
"Now, sit up." he said sharply. Grabbing the jock off my face and pulling my legs over the side of the table towards him as I sat.
I was sitting on the edge of the steel table naked. I held the table on either side of myself to steady myself as it felt as if every mscle in my body was spent. I looked as if I was waiting for the doctor to return. But this was different. My cock was standing straight up. I was covered in sweat. The precum that had dripped onto my stomach while I was laying down was oozing.
He spread my legs apart and was standing close in front of me between my spread legs. My bare thighs were touched the sides of his waist. It felt erotic. I wanted to wrap my legs around him and beg him to pick me up in his arms and hold me and then fuck me. Instead, I sat there helplessly waiting for his lead pressing my thighs against him and staring at his crotch.
He ran his gloved hand over my stomach smearing the precum with his fingers.
"I bet you're pretty horny now.", he said.
Breathing heavily I nodded still looking at his crotch.